Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Sunday: Visited Grandma first. Went to catch 2012 with G and his ultimate gang that make me feel so awkward. Went to PP as usual.Monday: H, T and G came over my house for dinner. I was supposed to cook for them but I think I ended up just cutting the ingredients only. I was abit pissed off anyway but what to do, I lost all my confidence in cooking. After that, we were still abit hungry then had supper at my house there.
Tuesday: Went to watch Paranormal Activity with a few of my classmates! Awww... Bonding! Went for training. Finally, I can hold my cue and stand properly ^^ And I missed my bus stop yesterday! Oh well, at least I missed 2 stops only and I get to see the beautiful moon.
These few days I have been living miserably. I have no choice but to start praying. I need some buffet treatment, some movie treats, just some break... I'm so tired with life.
Dear God, I hope that you can stop letting me fall sick first of all because I'm already sick and tired of my life. By making me sick, you make me feel even weaker in life. Then I hope you can mend my heart faster and make me stronger so that I can pick myself up in these shitty situation with Fats. Please make him good that he will treat me better because I don't understand how can somebody that claims that he love you, treats you like that. Please bless my friends with their relationship and make time pass slower. I don't want G to go overseas. Please let my sisters be back as fast as possible cause I miss them. Please help me to stop spending so much and help me to save otherwise I won't have money when I grow old. If everything continues this way, I'm quite tired of it already. It just seems that you're always biased. I'm already ugly enough yet you still have to put all these on me. Please god, help...
ACCEPTANCE 11:00 AM
